20 Questions ni Juan Ekis

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Twenty Questions Ni Juan Ekis

MGA TAUHAN

Jigs Fresh grad. Kabarkada ni Yumi. Magtatrabaho bilang researcher

sa isang financial firm

Yumi Commercial Model. Kabarkada ni Jigs. 2 years ahead kay Jigs.

TAGPO

Gabi. Sa isang kwarto ng isang beach resort. Naglalatag ng kumot si

Jigs sa sahig habang inaayos ni Yumi ang kanyang higaan.

YUMI Sige na, Jigs. Huwag ka nang magpaka-gentle man. Naaawa ako

sa'yo e. Tabi na tayo sa kama.

JIGS Hindi, okay lang ako dito.

YUMI Huwag ka nang maarte. As if naman re-rapin kita no. Malaki naman

itong kama e. Hatiin na lang natin sa gitna.

JIGS Sure ka?

YUMI Hindi mo naman siguro ako mamanyakin no?

JIGS (Matatawa) Okay ka lang?

YUMI Kung gusto mo, gamitin na lang natin iyang kumot na divider.

JIGS Good idea.

Isasampay nila ang kumot mula sa kisame para mahati ang kama sa

gitna. Magsesettle down ang dalawa. Ilalabas ni Jigs ang libro niya:

'Puppy

Love and other Stories' ni F. Sionil Jose. Si Yumi naman ay

magpapatugtog ng Japanese Zen Music habang nagsa-zazen.

YUMI Do you mind?

JIGS No, go ahead. I'm just reading.

Magsa-zazen si Yumi. Magbabasa si Jigs. Pareho silang di

maka-concentrate. Papatayin ni Yumi ang CD player niya.

YUMI I can't believe our friends.

JIGS Oo nga e.

YUMI Dapat ginagawa nila OEto sa mga bagong pasok sa barkada o kaya

sa bagong...ay oo nga pala. Bagong graduate ka. Congrats.

JIGS Thanks.

YUMI So what're your plans?

JIGS Kinukuha akong researcher sa ADB. Kinukuha rin ako ng BPI sa OTP

nila.

YUMI Wow naman. In demand.

JIGS Di naman masyado. Who the hell invented this tradition anyway?

YUMI (Matatawa) You won't believe it.

JIGS Ikaw?

YUMI Malay ko ba na mabibiktima rin ako nito balang-araw.

JIGS So why did you start it?

YUMI Wala ka pa sa tropa nun e. Freshman ka pa lang siguro noon. Wala

lang. Napagtripan lang namin si Ronald. E may crush siya kay Meg.

Noong unang beses magpunta rito ng barkada, sabi ko, magsimula kami

ng tradition. Ilo-lottery namin ang pangalan ng mga lalaki at ng mga

babae. Kung sino ang mabubunot, silang dalawa ang pagsasamahin sa

isang kwarto sa loob ng tatlong araw. And then, we'll all see what

happens. Pero dinaya namin noon yung kay Ronald at Meg. Puro Ronald

at Meg ang mga pangalan na nakalagay sa lottery.

JIGS (Tatawa) Ang sama ninyo!

YUMI Kaya nga nakarma na ako e.

JIGS So is our case, dinaya? O talagang lottery?

YUMI (Teasing) Ano sa dalawa ang gusto mo?

JIGS Feeling ko may nagtrip sa'kin sa barkada e.

YUMI Excuse me po, dalawa tayong biktima dito. I don't see any reason

kung bakit tayong dalawa ang sasadyaing biktima this year, unless may

crush ka sa'kin na di ko alam at alam nila (tatawa).

JIGS Baka ikaw (tatawa).

YUMI The success rate of this tradition is 100% so far.

JIGS I was here na the 2nd time. Si Chris at si Cia ang biktima.

YUMI And last year were Rod and Kay. They're getting married kailan?

Sa June yata.

JIGS What do you expect? Ikukulong mo ang isang lalaki at isang babae

sa isang kwarto for three days, imposibleng walang mangyari doon!

YUMI That was exactly my point. (Ngingiti)

JIGS E kung may madisgrasya?

YUMI Ano'ng disgrasya?

JIGS Alam mo na OEyun!

Hahawiin ni Yumi ang divider nilang kumot.

YUMI Ano? Sex? Pa'no kung magsex sila? Nakakatawa ka naman. Di mo

masabi.

JIGS Ang alin?

YUMI Ang sex!

JIGS Hah!

YUMI Sige nga sabihin mo nga?

JIGS Para kang tanga. Tumigil ka nga.

YUMI Shet, Jigs. Graduate ka na totoy ka pa rin!

JIGS Excuse me?

YUMI Sabihin mo nga: 'Sex! Sex! Sex! Sex!'

JIGS Para kang bata, Yumi ha.

YUMI You used to call me ate Yumi when you were in third year.

JIGS Well, graduate na po ako, ate Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS Hmmm. I wonder if we're gonna last three days.

YUMI (Teasing) Bakit? Ayaw mo sa'kin?

Di sasagot si Jigs.

YUMI We're gonna survive this one.

JIGS What makes you so sure?

YUMI No offense, Jigs. I honestly find you very attractive pero I've

no time for this. Alam mo naman siguro na kaka'

JIGS Same here.

YUMI Same here what? Na you find me attractive o you don't have time

for this? (Matatawa)

Di sasagot si Jigs. Tahimik. Io-on ulit ni Yumi ang CD player at

ipagpapatuloy ang zazen. Itatabi ni Jigs ang libro. Nawalan na siya

ng ganang magbasa. Pupunta siya sa ref. Bubuksan niya ito.

JIGS Hah! (Sarcastic) Perfect! Red Wine! How very conducive.

YUMI May chips ba diyan?

JIGS Sa awa ng Diyos, may tsibog naman.

Papatayin ni Yumi ang CD player. Tatayo siya at kukuha ng chips sa

ibabaw ng ref.

YUMI Since we're gonna be stuck naman with each other for three days,

might as well make the best out of it di ba? I-enjoy na lang natin.

JIGS What do you mean?

YUMI Get the wine, let's have a drink! 50 hours to go na lang and

we're gonna be the first failure of this tradition.

JIGS Oo nga. (Kukunin ang wine. Maglalagay sa dalawang baso.) When

they chose Cia and Chris, naiintindihan ko pa e. Lalo na sina Rod and

Kay.

Kung baga, tinulungan lang natin silang umamin sa isa't isa. Pero

us...

YUMI Weird ng barkada natin no?

JIGS To our barkada and our weird traditions!

YUMI To us, the first failure of this tradition!

Magto-toast sila at iinom.

JIGS Sige, ate Yumi. Let's make our stay here more interesting...

YUMI What's with the ate?

JIGS Fine...

Bubuksan ni Yumi ang chips. Uupo sila pareho sa sahig para

magkwentuhan.

JIGS Let's play twenty questions.

YUMI Sige! Ano yon?

JIGS Each of us will have ten questions each. Tatanungin kita,

tatanungin mo ako, mga gusto nating malaman sa isa't isa. Alternate

tayo. Pero the thing here is, you can't ask the question that I

already asked.

YUMI That's pretty interesting.

JIGS At bawal magsinungaling.

YUMI Fair enough. Pero whatever is said inside this room remains in

the room. Ok?

JIGS Of course. You wanna start?

YUMI No. I want to ask the last question. (Ngingiti at kikindatan si

Jigs)

JIGS Smart move. Game. First question: Ano ang greatest frustration

mo sa buhay?

YUMI Nge. Ang korni naman ng tanong mo. Walang

ka-challenge-challenge.

Ask me something na mag-iisip naman ako.

JIGS Simula pa lang e.

YUMI Sige. Ano nga ba...?

JIGS Akala ko ba walang ka-challenge-challenge?

YUMI Wag kang maingay, nag-iisip ako...I'm a frustrated ballet

dancer.

JIGS Talaga?

YUMI I took lessons when I was six pero umayaw ako. Wala kasi akong

disiplina e. Mas gusto kong makipaglaro sa mga kalaro ko. Pero I

really enjoy watching ballet dancers. When I see them dance parati

kong naiisip na sana, ako rin. There! Ang dali naman ng tanong mo.

Walang thrill.

JIGS Appetizer lang. Yari ka sa'kin mamaya.

YUMI We'll see. Ako naman: Did you ever have doubts about your

sexuality? I mean, kahit minsan ba, naisip mo na bakla ka?

JIGS Never.

YUMI Bilis ng sagot a.

JIGS Coz I never entertained the idea.

YUMI Homophobe ka ba?

JIGS Alternate tayo sa tanungan, di ba?

YUMI So, not once? Kahit konti? Kahit what if lang?

JIGS I'm straight, okay?

YUMI I'm not asking if you're gay or not. I'm asking kung...

JIGS Never nga.

YUMI We all thought na you were gay. Well at least nung first few

months mo sa tropa before you introduced your girlfriend to us.

JIGS What?! You thought I was gay?!

YUMI E pa'no kasi, masyado kang mabait. Ang pogi-pogi mo, pero parang

allergic ka sa mga babae. Over ang pagiging gentleman mo. Too good to

be true. You have a good body, it seems that you work out pero

iniisip namin front mo lang yun. Kadalasan kasi front ng mga bakla

ang

pagiging maganda ng katawan nila at pagiging sporty...

Tatawa lang si Jigs.

YUMI So we thought it's either that or you were planning to become a

priest.

JIGS What?!

YUMI Well, you were always this goody-goody person. Pumupunta ka sa

chapel. Nangungumpisal, nagsisimba...

JIGS The way you said it, parang equivalent ang dalawa a.

YUMI Of course not. I didn't mean that!

JIGS I take my faith seriously. That doesn't make me gay!

YUMI So you did want to become a priest...

JIGS Hindi rin. Actually, I always wanted to raise a family...and be

a father.

Tahimik.

YUMI So you're not gay.

JIGS No.

YUMI You never...

JIGS Ilang beses ka ba ipinanganak? Kulit mo e. It's my turn.

YUMI Homophobe ka no?

JIGS Hindi kaya!

YUMI Whatever...

JIGS Ako na, daya mo naman e.

YUMI Okay, okay. Shoot me.

JIGS How do you see yourself five years from now?

YUMI You expect to win this game? Ang kokorni ng mga tanong mo e.

JIGS The object of this game is not to win.

YUMI E ano pa ba?

JIGS To get to know the other person.

YUMI Sure. Basta ako, I will win this game. Walang thrill ang isang

game kung walang nananalo.

JIGS Sagot.

YUMI May time limit ba OEto? (Tatawa) Wine pa nga.

JIGS Sabi nga nila: in vino veritas.

Magsasalin si Jigs ng wine.

YUMI Masarap ang wine, ha? Saan kaya nabili ito? (Iinom) To answer

your question, either maging entrepreneur ako, magsisimula ako ng

sarili

kong botique or bar, o kaya, magiging artista ako sa pelikula.

JIGS Not bad.

YUMI Pero mukhang malabo yung stint ko sa movies. Tough ang

competition e. Saka mahina ang manager ko. Panay hosting at

pictorials ang

nakukuhang raket para sa akin. Papalitan ko na nga e. Pag nakaipon

ako, baka magtayo na lang ako ng botique.

JIGS (Magbibiro) Ayaw mo mag-bold?

YUMI Yuck!

JIGS Lahat ng gustong mag-artista doon dumadaan.

YUMI May talent naman ako kahit papano a!

JIGS Lahat naman ng bold star may talent a! Sa dibdib! (Tatawa)

YUMI (Hahampasin ng unan si Jigs) Bastos ka talaga! Akala ko

goody-goody ka...Hindi ko papatulan ang pagbobold kahit ano'ng

mangyari no! Kahit ganito ako, may respeto pa rin naman ako sa sarili

ko.

JIGS Ganito? Ano'ng ganito?

Di sasagutin ni Yumi ang tanong.

YUMI These producers think all the people want is sex, sex, sex! Kaya

puro basura ang mga pelikula e. Wine pa nga!

JIGS (Magsasalin ng wine) Bakit naman botique?

YUMI Hoy madaya ka na ha? Hindi pa ako lasing. Ako na'ng magtatanong.

Ang korni mo namang magtanong. Bigatan naman natin nang konti...Inom

ka muna.

Iinom si Jigs. Magsasalin siya ng bago.

YUMI Who was your first crush in the barkada?

Tahimik.

YUMI Haha! Bingo ka no? Bagal mo naman sumagot.

Iinumin ang wine. Magsasalin ng bago.

JIGS Lalaki o babae?

Tatawa sila pareho.

YUMI Dapat may time limit ito e.

Tahimik.

JIGS Hirap naman ng tanong mo.

YUMI Iyon nga ang maganda e. Para may thrill. As if naman

ibo-broadcast ko sa barkada kung sino.

JIGS Wine pa?

YUMI Di mo pa sinasagot yung tanong ko, nagtatanong ka na!

Magsasalin ng wine si Jigs kay Yumi.

JIGS Yung crush ko kasi...siyempre, sino pa ba? E di yung

pinakamaganda sa barkada.

YUMI Nge. Subjective yon no! Para sa'kin ang pinakagwapo si Joel. Sa

babae, si Kay. Para kay Ronald, si Meg...

JIGS Yung literally na may dating'walang tanung-tanong. Yung kahit

sino'ng tanungin mo sa tropa, objectively, siya ang isasagot.

YUMI Jigs, twenty questions ang game natin. Hindi guessing game.

C'mon man. Play your own game. Pa'no na kung truth or dare to e di

pahirapan na. Dadalawa na nga lang tayo e.

JIGS Yung commercial model.

Matitigilan si Yumi.

YUMI Wine pa nga.

Magsasalin si Jigs. Mag-iisip si Yumi. Iinom. Biglang matatawa.

YUMI (Tumatawa pa rin) Talaga?

JIGS Sige, pagtawanan ba?

YUMI You can say it to my face, I won't bite. Bakit hirap na hirap

kang sabihin kung sino? Takot kang ma-reject? Parang tanong lang

e...Wine

pa nga!

JIGS Okay, 1 point ka na...

YUMI (Ngiti) Gee...thanks. Flattered naman ako. At kailan naman

nangyari ito?

JIGS Sorry, my turn to ask. (Ngingiti) Who is your crush in the

barkada...NOW?

YUMI E ginaya mo lang yung tanong ko e.

JIGS Hinde no. May qualifier ako. Ang sabi ko, NOW. Ang tanong mo,

first crush ko.

YUMI Korni pa rin. Alam mo, kung basketball OEto, tambak ka na.

JIGS Just answer the question.

YUMI Siyempre wala. I told you, I don't have time for these stuff.

Kakabreak ko lang di ba?

JIGS Korni mo namang sumagot.

YUMI E korni yung tanong e. Pero kung talagang-talagang kailangan

kong sumagot...hmmm...teka...sino nga ba? Sino ba'ng crush material

sa

barkada? Wala akong maisip e. Ikaw na lang.

JIGS Yung seryoso naman.

YUMI Seryoso ako. Ayaw mo yata e. Sige, iba na lang...

JIGS E napipilitan ka lang e.

YUMI Uy! Pa'no ba'yan? MU na tayo? Crush mo ko, crush kita...yiheee

(Tatawa).

JIGS Dati pa OEyon no!

YUMI Ay? Di mo na ko crush? Bakit, na turn-off ka? Ano namang ginawa

ko? Tsk. Tsk.

JIGS Is that your question na?

YUMI Oy, hinde! Ito naman...di ba pwedeng mag-follow-up?

Iinom ng wine si Jigs.

YUMI Fine. Here's a little juicy question: Describe your first kiss.

JIGS That's not even a question.

YUMI Arte mo. O: How was your first kiss like?

Matatawa si Jigs.

JIGS Wet.

YUMI Yuck!

Magtatawanan sila.

JIGS Alam mo, aksidente yung first kiss ko. Close kasi kami nung isa

kong kaibigan. Pag naggu-goodbye ako sa kanya, parati ko siyang

kini-kiss sa noo. E one time, sa gym habang nagpapahinga, nakaupo

siya sa sahig. Tinatamad siyang tumayo. So bumaba ako nang konti para

halikan siya sa noo kasi pauwi na ako. E siya naman, para maabot ko,

medyo tumingala. E sakto, sa lips ko siya nahalikan. Pareho kaming

nagulat. Pero di pa kami naghiwalay agad. Weird nga ang feeling e.

Parang may glue. Ayaw na namin maghiwalay pareho...

Tawa pa rin si Yumi

YUMI Awww. Ang sweet naman. Parang sa pelikula. Si Krissy ba OEto?

JIGS Hindi. Hindi mo siya kilala.

YUMI So what happened? Nagkatuluyan kayo?

JIGS Nope.

YUMI Ha?

JIGS Ewan ko ba. Complicated kasi yung situation namin e. May

boyfriend siya noon. Ako naman, takot pa sa isang relationship. Pero

at

least,

na-discover namin na pareho pala kaming may gusto sa isa't isa. Pero

hanggang doon na lang.

YUMI What happened after?

JIGS We talked about it. We both decided na it wont work. Tapos,

bigla na lang, hindi na kami nagkikita. And then, I met you guys, iba

na

ang barkada ko.

YUMI Nakakatuwa naman.

JIGS Ikaw, pa'no yung first kiss mo?

YUMI Ikaw ang nagturo sa akin ng game na ito di ba? Bakit ba lagi

mong bini-break ang rules? Di mo na pwedeng tanungin yan!

JIGS Tine-testing ko lang kung lasing ka na. (Iinom ng wine) Okay,

naka-warm-up na ako: What was the naughtiest thing you ever did?

YUMI Yan ang mga tanong! Ano ba'ng ibig mong sabihin ng naughty?

JIGS Bahala kang mag-define.

YUMI Hmmm...marami e...(matatawa) baka maeskandalo ka.

JIGS Kanina ayaw mo ng korni. Ngayong medyo exciting naman...

YUMI Eto na...I had two boyfriends at the same time.

JIGS (Nagulat) Hala.

YUMI I was with Joel and Zach at the same time.

JIGS Yikes. Alam ba ni Joel?

YUMI Kaya nga kami naghiwalay nun e. Nahuli ako (matatawa).

JIGS Ano namang pumasok sa kukote mo't ginawa mo OEyon, aber?

YUMI Nag-eexperiment lang ako. E sa type ko sila pareho e. Ano'ng

magagawa ko? Saka para may thrill. Alam mo OEyon? Yung patago kang

nakikipag-date sa isa para di mahuli. Everyday pa akong nakakalibre,

kasi, alternate sila! (Tatawa) Akala n'yo kayo lang mga lalaki ang

pwedeng gumawa no'n?

JIGS How can you love two guys at the same time?

YUMI Who said something about love? Walang kinalaman ang love dun. I

was...having fun!

JIGS Nainlove ka na ba, ever?

YUMI Nakakailang tanong ka na? It's my turn.

JIGS Don't you want to answer the question anyway?

YUMI My turn!

JIGS Kulang ka pa sa wine. (Tatawa)

Ubos na ang unang wine bottle. Kukuha si Jigs ng isa pa sa ref.

JIGS Ang bilis nating uminom a.

YUMI Are you still a virgin?

JIGS Whoa! Where did that come from?

YUMI That's my fourth question.

JIGS (Magsasalin ng wine sa mga baso). Ano sa tingin mo?

Ngingiti si Jigs. Tititigan lang siya ni Yumi.

YUMI Don't tell me, wala pang nangyayari sa inyo ni Krissy hanggang

ngayon? Ilang taon na ba kayo?

JIGS Mag-tu-two years na sana next week.

YUMI So virgin ka pa? I don't believe it!

JIGS Mukha ba akong tarantado?

YUMI Mukha kang nagpapaiyak ng babae e.

JIGS Insulto ba OEyon?

YUMI Compliment OEyon, tanga.

JIGS Ah, okay. Thanks.

YUMI Pero, you mean, you never felt the urge to do it?

JIGS Alin? Sex?

YUMI Wow! Nasabi rin niya!

JIGS Of course I always feel it. Natural lang OEyon sa tao no? Nasa

iyo na lang yan kung ano'ng gagawin mo sa urge na OEyon.

YUMI E natural naman pala e. Bakit mo pinipigilan? I mean, pag naiihi

ka, iihi ka. Pag nagugutom ka, kakain ka. Pareho lang OEyon, di ba?

JIGS Pag naiihi ka, iihi ka dahil kailangan mong umihi. At hindi ka

iihi kahit saan. Pupunta ka sa banyo. Pag nagugutom ka, kakain ka

dahil kailangan. At hindi mo kinakain ang lahat ng pagkain na ihain

sa iyo. Pag di ka gutom, di ka kakain. Pag di mo gusto yung pagkain,

di

mo gagalawin. Ang aso, pag may nakitang pagkain diyan, walang

tanung-tanong. Lalamon yan.

YUMI And sex is the same?

JIGS Lahat ng bagay, nilalagay sa lugar. May context. At least, yun

ang nagpaiba sa atin sa aso.

YUMI Grabe ka namang magsalita. Para mo na ring sinabing lahat ng

nakikipagsex, aso ah!

JIGS Sinasabi ko lang, pag wala sa tamang konteksto, mali.

YUMI And what is that context?

JIGS Matanda na tayo. Ayokong maging preachy. Alam na natin yan.

Tahimik.

JIGS Kaso, kahit alam na natin, minsan di pa rin natin ginagawa.

Tahimik.

JIGS Masarap e. Sino ba'ng ayaw nun?

Tahimik.

YUMI (Medyo nairita) So feeling mo santo ka at dapat kang

i-congratulate for being a virgin!

JIGS Sinasabi ko lang ang pinaniniwalaan ko. Ineexplain ko lang kung

bakit di ko ginagawa. May kanya-kanya tayong dahilan. Di ko pinipilit

kahit kanino ang mga paniniwala ko...No need to get so cross about

it, Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS It's not about being a virgin or not. It's about putting things

into their proper places.

YUMI I'm not arguing with you.

JIGS Me neither. I'm just answering your questions.

Matagal na katahimikan.

Ngingiti si Jigs. Titignan niya si Yumi na medyo nairita sa nakaraang

train of conversation nila. Magsasalin siya ng wine para kay Yumi.

JIGS Nasobrahan ka na yata sa wine e. (Tatawa) You still wanna go on

with the game? Nine pa lang tayo, eleven more to go. (Ngingiti)

YUMI Shoot me.

JIGS Who was your first lay?

YUMI (Hahampasin ng unan si Jigs) Ang bastos mo talaga! So inaassume

mo na hindi na ako virgin?

JIGS E sabi mo kasi, walang thrill ang game pag walang nananalo e. So

I guess I'm winning. Saka wala naman akong inimply na ganun a! I'm

just

hitting two birds with one stone. Kasi kung virgin ka, e di simple

lang ang sagot: wala. Kung hindi naman, e di sino?

YUMI Ang daya mo.

JIGS Akala ko ba ayaw mo ng korning tanong.

YUMI You think I'll answer that after giving your sermon, Father

Jigs?

JIGS Ano ka ba? Inexplain ko lang yung personal reasons ko. Kung ano

man ang sa iyo, I'll respect them as well as I know you respect mine.

I'm no saint. I'm just trying to get to know you better. (Ngingiti)

YUMI How do you do that?

JIGS Alin?

YUMI I should have walked out on you kanina pa pero the way you say

things...parang bumabaliktad sa'yo...makes you more...charming. Kung

ibang tao ka siguro, di na kita kakausapin.

JIGS You can't walk out. We're locked here for three days except for

meals.

YUMI So I'm forced to like you para di masira ang vacation ko.

(Ngingiti)

JIGS You don't have to answer my question if you don't want.

YUMI I guess I'll be honest with you as you were honest with me...

Tahimik. Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI Di mo siya kilala. His name was Robert. He was my first

boyfriend. It was Senior Prom Night. Alam mo na...typical senior prom

story.

Everyone wants to lose it on prom night. Everyone thinks na pag prom

night, it was something special. We went out sa hall nang maaga. We

made out sa kotse niya. One thing led to the other. Tapos, yun...yun

na. We went back just in time for the awarding of the prom queen.

Guess what, I won pa. (Mahinang tawa)

JIGS What was it like?

YUMI Now that I look back, it isn't as special as I thought it was.

Pero it was different then. Back then, we were just led by our

passions. Alam mo yon? Andun ka na. Hormones raging wild. Passions

and Ideals are confused. Akala mo love, yun pala, curious ka lang

pala.

Akala mo yun na yon. Akala mo you are in-love at lahat ng gawin mo

tama. Lahat ng gawin mo perfect. Everything was magical...well,

almost.

JIGS Almost...?

YUMI Sa next question mo na yan. Ako na.

JIGS (Pabiro) Wine pa? Kulang ka pa yata e.

YUMI Nilalasing mo ko no? May balak ka sa'kin no? (Tatawa)

JIGS Is that your question? Sasagutin ko na. (Tatawa)

YUMI Engot. Hindi OEyon. Here's something na curious lang ako. Kasi

I've been hearing things...saka you've hinted on it na rin

kanina...Are

you still with Krissy?

JIGS Hindi na.

YUMI Since when?

JIGS Two, maybe three weeks ago?

YUMI Sino'ng nakipag-break?

JIGS Pareho kami.

YUMI Why?

JIGS Maraming dahilan, actually. Naisip na lang namin na it won't

work. Isa na do'n, magkaiba kami ng gustong mangyari sa buhay.

Magkaiba

kami ng mga pinaniniwalaan.

YUMI Like what?

JIGS Marami.

YUMI At ngayon mo lang nalaman iyon after two years with her?

JIGS People change, Yumi.

Tahimik.

JIGS Right before graduation, she asked me to move in with her.

YUMI Talaga?

JIGS Sabi niya, doon na naman din daw papunta ang relasyon namin.

Might as well practice na raw for the real thing. Tutal, she's

working na

naman, ako naman bagong graduate, we should try out na raw living

together if it'll work for us.

YUMI Natakot ka sa arrangement?

JIGS Hindi naman sa natakot. If you love someone, ano pa'ng

ikakatakot mo, di ba?

YUMI E bakit umayaw ka?

JIGS It's just that, it's not my thing.

YUMI Sabi na nga ba e, bakla ka no? Sinasayang mo ang opportunities!

(Matatawa)

JIGS Hindi ako oportunista. At lalong hindi ako bakla.

YUMI Fine.

JIGS Naisip ko lang na hindi pa pala ako handa sa mga ganitong bagay.

Wala pa sa isip ko ang gano'n. Na-shock siguro ako sa reality na iyon

na nga ang next step sa relationship namin. I mean, two years of

being together and knowing each other, we're practically ready to get

married, if you know what I mean. Pero I realized, I'm not ready for

any of these. Narealize ko how immature I am. Na iba yung ideals ko

two years ago sa ideals ko ngayon. I need to mature some more to get

into this thing'I mean, getting married. Diyos ko, ilang taon lang ba

ako...

YUMI Maturity has nothing to do with age.

JIGS But it has a lot to do with time.

Tahimik.

JIGS So I thought, bakit kailangan ng practice mode? Ibig sabihin,

pag sumablay kami, split na kami? Live like a couple minus the

commitment? Pa'no pag nawala na yung magic? Goodbye na?

Iinom ng wine si Jigs.

JIGS Kung kasal na, kasal na. Wala nang practice. I think that's the

real cowardice. Yung i-try muna natin kung it will work kasi takot

kayo na baka hindi maging successful ang outcome. Saan na napunta ang

excitement ng buhay? Kaya nga kayo in-love, para sabay kayong humarap

sa totoong buhay, sa hirap at ginahawa, di ba? (Matatawa) Hindi yung

pagpapraktisan muna ninyo para siguradong ginhawa lang.

Magkikibit-balikat lang si Jigs.

YUMI Are you always like that?

JIGS Like what?

YUMI So cerebral in everything. Kahit pagdating sa relationships.

JIGS Life is too precious para lang daanin sa trial and error.

Ngingiti si Jigs. Tahimik.

YUMI So, No hard feelings?

JIGS Friends pa rin kami. She still calls me up nga sa bahay e.

YUMI That's nice.

JIGS Kayo, bakit kayo nagbreak ni Carlo?

YUMI That's your sixth na ha?

JIGS Sure.

YUMI Alam mo, ironic para sa akin yung break-up namin ni Carlo. And

the funny thing was, it was about...sex. Uy, sa atin lang ito ha?

JIGS Of course.

YUMI Kasi nga, I was looking for that magic nga di ba? I wanted to be

in a relationship na special naman. So of all the boyfriends I had,

sa kanya lang ako walang sexual relationship. As in nag-aabstain

talaga

ako. Kasi parang naisip ko, para magkaroon naman ng meaning yung

'making love' di ba? Parang, dapat di mo parating ginagawa, at

ginagawa mo lang when you are sincere with yourself and with your

partner. So I was investing muna emotionally. And I was actually

starting to care about him. Yung, hindi ko na iniisip yung sarili ko.

Yung siya lang ang inaalala ko. Akala ko perfect na...

JIGS Ano'ng nangyari?

YUMI Patunayan ko raw na mahal ko siya. Magbigay daw ako ng proof.

Pagbigyan ko raw siya. Sabi ko sa kanya, hindi pa ba sapat na proof

OEyon? Na I'm saving myself for that right moment, that special

moment between us? Alam mo'ng ginawa? Nilayasan ako!

JIGS You deserve someone better.

YUMI Talaga!

YUMI Isipin mo, kung kelan naman I grew tired of meaningless sex,

when I'm looking for the real thing, saka naman mawawala. Ang ironic

ng

buhay no?

JIGS That's the way we must learn.

YUMI Alam mo, kung tutuusin, never ko pang na-experience yung tunay

na mag make-love. And I had to go all through those relationships

para

lang ma-realize yun. At least, ngayon, alam ko na ang hinahanap ko.

Iinom ng wine.

YUMI Ikaw ba, importante sa'yo na virgin ang mapapangasawa mo? How do

you see virginity ba?

JIGS Alam mo, di ko pa napag-isipan yan. Pero now that you've

mentioned it...It doesn't matter kung virgin ang mapangasawa ko o

hindi. Of course I value virginity a lot. I treat it as the only real

gift I could give to my wife to be. Imaginin mo na lang di ba, kung

wife ko ang una ko. It's like the perfect wedding gift I could give

to her. Pero kung siya hindi na virgin, I wouldn't care. As long as

mahal ko siya. Kasi I don't expect her to give me the same gift. I

don't do

something because I expect people to do the same to me. Ibigay niya

sa akin ang sarili niya nang buong-buo, sapat na sa akin OEyon.

Masaya

na ako sa ganoon.

YUMI (Mapapangiti si Yumi.) You know, that's the nicest thing I ever

heard from a guy. That's why I always enjoy talking to you. You

always say the nicest things.

JIGS Wow. Salamat. E ikaw, is making love to you equal to love?

YUMI I always took sex and love as opposite ideas. I mean, after the

first time na...you know...sa Senior prom. Kasi afterwards, we broke

up na ni Robert. Tapos naisip ko, yun na ba yung love? Baka hindi

love yung naramdaman ko. Baka napagkamalan ko lang siyang love. I was

just

after the pleasure of intimacy. And then I felt empty. So empty.

That's why I wanted to change. I wanted to believe in 'making love.'

And I'm still looking for it. Yung magic. Yung feeling mo, tao ka

pala. I never felt that kahit isang beses. Men have penetrated my

body but never my soul. And I wanted that. I wanted someone to touch

my

soul. To 'make love' to my soul through my body. Pero siguro, naging

numb na'ko sa dami ng relasyong pinagdaanan ko. Hindi ko alam kung

mararanasan ko pa iyon. That's why I envy you.

Tahimik.

YUMI Sa tingin mo may pag-asa pa ako?

JIGS You still have your soul...(Ngingiti)

Tahimik.

YUMI With whom would you want to experience it?

JIGS Of course, sa asawa ko.

YUMI I mean, someone in particular. Take it as my seventh question.

So give a name.

JIGS A name? Hindi ko alam. Basta kung sino ang magiging asawa ko.

Tahimik. Magkikibit-balikat si Yumi. Iinom ng wine.

JIGS Well, I always thought na it was Krissy. And then, it was just

gone. Of course I loved her. And I still do. Pero the magic was just

gone after we both found out na magkaiba kami ng mga prinsipyo sa

buhay.

Tahimik.

JIGS My turn?

YUMI Shoot me.

JIGS Tell me something...a secret. Yung wala kahit isang nakakaalam.

Matagal na katahimikan.

JIGS You trust me naman di ba?

YUMI Well, you've earned it, alright.

JIGS Saka wala akong tinatago sa'yo. Sinagot ko lahat ng tanong mo as

honestly as I could. (Ngingiti)

YUMI I uhm...

JIGS Yes...?

YUMI I need more wine.

Magsasalin si Jigs ng wine.

JIGS Take your time. We have less than fifty hours to go.

Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI I'll tell you something no one in the world knows except one

other person. And that person probably forgot all about me already.

JIGS (Pabiro) What? You had sex with a stranger?

YUMI Ano ka ba?

JIGS Biro lang. Seryoso na.

YUMI Promise ha? Hindi ito lalabas.

JIGS Promise.

YUMI If this goes out, I will hunt you kahit sa libingan mo.

Huhukayin kita at papatayin kita ulit.

JIGS Mamatay man ako ngayon.

YUMI Okay...(Pause) I...I was with Joel then... (Magiging mas seryoso

ang tono niya) ...and Zach. I wasn't really with Zach, I was just

going out with him pag wala si Joel, alam mo na...making out and

stuff...Well, anyway, I was kinda serious din naman with Joel that

time. Joel and I were...you know...doing it. And...

JIGS And...?

YUMI Uhm...I...uhm...I got pregnant.

JIGS What?

Tahimik. Iinom ng wine si Yumi.

YUMI I uhm...shit. Hindi ko naman talaga ginusto e. Uhm...Two months

akong delayed...then I took that test. I found out na buntis nga

ako...and Joel found out about Zach (maluha-luha na) and I didn't

know what to say, you know? Maniniwala ba naman sa akin si Joel na

naaliw

lang ako kay Zach? Na I didn't really love him? Na wala lang iyon?

And so he broke up with me and...I..uhm...I was afraid and uhm...

(Magsisimula siyang magbreak-down)

JIGS It's okay...

YUMI I uhm...hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko, Joel left me. I wanted

to tell him about the baby to make him come back but I don't think

he'd

believe me after the thing with Zach...and...my parents are gonna

kill me if...shit. (iiyak)

JIGS (lalapit kay Yumi para i-console ito) Ssshhh...you don't have to

tell me this if it upsets you...

YUMI And so I went to a clinic...(hahagulgol) I didn't mean to, Jigs.

I wasn't myself then. And I felt so afraid. So alone...

JIGS Tahan na. Ssshhh...

Iiyak lang si Yumi kay Jigs. Yayakapin ni Jigs si Yumi.

JIGS Alam ba OEto ni Joel?

YUMI How can I tell him? The only other person na nakakaalam ay yung

duktor sa clinic. God...(iiyak) Oh God...

JIGS It's alright...

Hihimasin ni Jigs ang likod ni Yumi. Patatahanin niya ito. Matagal

silang nakaganito lang.

Matagal na katahimikan.

YUMI Can you get me my yosi?

Tatayo si Jigs. Pupunta sa may side table sa tabi ng kama. Kukunin

ang Yosi ni Yumi. Magsisindi siya ng isa at iaabot kay Yumi.

YUMI Thanks...

Matagal na katahimikan.

YUMI If we were...if we were the last two people on earth, would you

consider doing it with me?

JIGS Doing what?

YUMI Alam mo na...

JIGS Alin? (Teasing ngingiti)

YUMI Gago mo. (Ngingiti)

JIGS Ngumiti rin.

YUMI So? Would you?

JIGS Alin nga? Di mo masabi no? Bakit di mo masabi? (Pagtatawanan si

Yumi) Sabihin mo nga: Sex! Sex! Sex! Sex!

YUMI Shut up nga!

JIGS That's your eight na, ha?

YUMI I lost count. Answer it.

JIGS Why not?

Hihithit ng yosi si Yumi. Tahimik. Sasandal si Yumi sa balikat ni

Jigs.

JIGS If you could be something else, what would you be?

YUMI I dunno...maybe a violin...yeah. Violin siguro.

JIGS Bakit?

YUMI I always saw the relationship of a violin and its player as very

intimate. Pag tumutugtog ang violinist, ang nakikita ko at naririnig

ko, he strokes the soul of the instrument and the instrument

penetrates the soul of the player. Para silang nagmi-make love. Di

ba? Very sexy, very intimate, very sublime. Di ba? Pareho silang

sincere

sa isa't isa. Dahil kung hindi sila sincere, walang music na mabubuo.

The violin surrenders her body to her player, her whole body and her

whole soul, in full trust and sincerity. Di ba, compared to the sound

of the other instruments, ang tunog ng violin parang isang naked

woman? A naked woman in surrender? I want to be a violin. I want to

be stroked in the soul. I want to make sincere music. I want to

experience the sound of love.

Tahimik.

JIGS Lalim nun ah. (Ngingiti)

YUMI Pa'no mo malalamang in-love ka na?

JIGS Paano? I don't think there's a formula to that. Basta malalaman

mo na lang. I mean, ilang beses lang ba nangyari sa akin OEyon? I'd

like

to believe na yun na nga OEyon...yung kay Krissy...

YUMI Kwento mo nga...paano mo narealize dati na mahal mo nga si

Krissy?

JIGS Alam mo nakakatawa...korni actually. Babalik na naman ako sa

pagiging korni nito e. Di ba ayaw mo sa korni.

YUMI Sige na. Hindi na kita aasarin.

JIGS I heard bells.

YUMI Ano?

JIGS Seryoso. Bigla na lang, habang nag-uusap kami, may narinig na

lang akong bells, tapos music. Ewan ko kung iniimagine ko lang OEyon

pero

yun ang nangyari. Nakakatawa nga e. Parang kanta ng Beatles.

YUMI Seryoso ka ba?

JIGS O baka naman nagkataon noong oras na yon, may nagkakantahan sa

kung saan sa school. Basta may narinig akong bells. Tapos napangiti

ako. Pagtingin ko sa mata niya, iba na ang nakikita ko. Hindi ko na

siya nakita as kabarkada lang. Biglang parang may magic. Hindi ko

ma-explain. Baduy pero ganun. Tapos I just seized the moment. Umamin

ako. A week later, kami na.

YUMI Korni nga. (Matatawa)

JIGS Korni talagang pakinggan. Pero pag nandun ka na. Pag naranasan

mo na, feeling mo, hindi na korni.

Ngingiti si Yumi. Tahimik.

YUMI Alam mo, may times na parang tunog violin ang boses mo. O lasing

lang ako?

Tahimik.

JIGS I'm into my last question.

Iaangat ni Yumi ang ulo niya.

YUMI Shoot me. Better make it good.

JIGS If you were again to be the next victim of this tradition, if

you were to be locked up in this room again...who would you want the

next

guy to be?

YUMI (Mag-iisip) I want someone whom I could talk to... Yung

makukwentuhan ko ng mga sikreto ko. Yung may sense makipag-usap. Yung

may laman. The violin player who'd stroke my strings...not even. Yung

mapapatunog niya ang strings ko without even touching them. (Tahimik)

Lumuluwag na ang dila ko...kung anu-ano na ang nasasabi ko.

(Ngingiti)

Tititigan lang ni Jigs si Yumi. Tahimik.

YUMI Siyempre yung masarap kausap.

Tahimik. Hindi makatingin si Yumi.

YUMI Yung kahit habambuhay wala kaming gawin kundi mag-usap... I

think it's better than making love.

Mapapatingin si Yumi kay Jigs.

YUMI Gosh I want to kiss you so badly.

Matitigilan siya.

YUMI I can't believe I just said that.

Tahimik. Titignan niya ulit si Jigs.

YUMI Don't you want to kiss me?

Pause. Titignan siya ni Jigs sa mata.

JIGS Is that your last question? (Ngingiti si Jigs)

YUMI Yes.

DILIM